The daily reflections for Immersed in Christ are going out of
print on December 2, First Sunday of Advent. They haven’t sold well enough to
even pay for themselves. As the Spanish say, “No hay remedio.” There is just nothing we can do about it.
Of course, I believe in the product –
which includes much more than the daily reflections. The “plan for spiritual
growth” that is Immersed in Christ is
essentially an idea. It amounts to a simple, intentional way of living out the
five mysteries (five promises, five commitments – they are all the same) of
Baptism. Everything else is just support. And we offer a lot of support besides
the daily reflections.
We just don’t have the resources to make
the plan known.
This morning I was lying in bed, half awake,
having an imaginary dialogue with someone.
I was saying there are people “out there” with so much money they could
finance Immersed in Christ with
massive marketing and not even notice it. They wouldn’t miss what it would take
to do that any more than ordinary Catholics miss what they put into the
collection on a Sunday. But I don’t know anybody that rich.
Then I realized:
my own father has that kind of money. He just won’t use it for me
When my oldest
brother (who was his favorite, and who worshipped him) started his career, Dad gave
him nothing but “moral support.” Encouragement, advice, but no financial
backing. He left him so poor that my brother once told the rest of us he
sometimes literally did not have a roof over his head.
And the people
that worked for my brother? They were volunteers. He sent them out with no
salary, no expense account, no credit cards, sometimes not even a change of
clothing. He told them not to worry about it!
My brother was
murdered. Dad saw it coming and did absolutely nothing about it. It was a “legal murder” – a combination of
lynch mob and frame-up that resulted in my brother’s execution. And Dad could
have stopped it by using his connections, through bribery, or even by force. He
had the resources. But he stayed out of it. He let my brother be killed.
I expect to come
into a great inheritance. But I can’t touch it now – only the tiny advances my
father sometimes gives me. And in terms of money, they would not finance a
corner grocery store! I know Dad is not going to let me starve, and I do have a
roof over my head. I’ve got no complaints about day-to-day needs.
But it sure would
be nice to have some financing for my work. At least, I think it would.
But I might be
wrong about that.
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