I read escapist novels – like fairy tales and westerns – to
escape. Duh. But how does it happen?
The story puts me into a different world. An unreal one,
where death is comic-book death, where there are superhuman helpers, and the
good guy always wins. I can get out of the real world for awhile, lose myself
in a different one. Escape.
It dawned on me: this is what Mass is, except the unreal
world we get into there is the real one.
This world is true and false reality. The ground is solid
under my feet – as long as God keeps willing it into existence. Of itself it is
nothingness. So are other people. So am I.
My relationship with others, no matter how deep, still
doesn’t reach the core of their being. I don’t know any of them as they really
are. Nor do I know myself.
I feel alive. I am alive – tentatively. But what feels like
life has already ended in death, if I include the future. I am more “living”
than “alive.” It is a passing condition.
Things give me pleasure. I think of it as happiness. Money
and health make me feel secure. Approval and success make me feel I am worth
something. Sirach said it like it is: “Vanity of vanities, and all is vanity!”
Now let’s go to Mass.
From the moment we enter church we are in a different world.
God’s world. What is real is God: Father, Son and Spirit. What is real about us
is that we share in the divine life of God (the “grace of the Lord Jesus
Christ”). We are forever. We are divine. That is reality.
At Mass our conscious connection with others is the mystery
of “communion in the Holy Spirit.” It is not sociological Catholicism. We are
one as the Father, Son and Spirit are one (John
17:11-21). That is a mystery. But it is reality. One that will last forever.
We praise God, calling to mind who he is: “For you alone are the Holy One, you alone are
the Lord, you alone are the Most High!” That restores perspective. That is
reality.
We listen to God’s words read at Mass. They clash with the
words of the culture, the words we see and hear all day. But God’s words are
true. They are reality.
Jesus Christ becomes present in the act of offering himself
on the cross. It is a “real presence.” Calvary is present to us. We are present
on Calvary. We are united to Jesus, participating in his act of sacrifice. That
is reality. It is the reality of our lives. .
At Baptism we “presented our bodies as a living sacrifice to
God.” We were incorporated into Christ’s body on the cross, died in Christ and
rose to be his living body on earth (Romans
6:3-4; 12:12). The truth about our being is that we “were buried with Christ in
baptism, and were also raised with him” and “seated with him in the heavenly
places” (Colossians 2:12; Ephesians 2:6). That is what we
celebrate at Mass. That is reality.
We were “reborn,” “raised with Christ” out of the “womb
tomb” of Baptism, so that we might “walk in newness of life.”
“So if you have been raised with Christ, seek the things
that are above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God” (Colossians 3:1). That is reality.
At Communion time we enter in preview into the “wedding
banquet of the Lamb.” Christ the “Bread of heaven” has entered visibly into
each one. For a brief moment all divisions are forgotten, all resentments put
aside, all offenses forgiven. We are one as we will be in heaven – and, in the
eternal “now” of God, already are. That is reality.
Now “the Mass is ended. You are sent forth.” We are sent back into the “real” world of
shadow permanence, of wavering focus, false perceptions and phony promises. The
world which lures us to forget who we are.
But we are sent back to remember. And to proclaim. We go out
to bring the whole world into reality, into the celebration that lets us
“escape” into the world that is real.
We “Go in peace.”
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